kurnaz kurnaz hazırlıklar yapızlıyorum. o neydi gız?

hava cidden boktan şu an. hem içeride hem dışarıda . gök gürültüsü, sert rüzgarlar, yağmayan sıkıntı dolu bir yağmur. içerde de belirsizlik var. sabah olsun istiyorum bi yandan, bir mesaj bekliyorum. her şey değişecek o mesajdan sonra. of. nefret ediyorum bahardan.

Please someone inject amanda palmer directly into my bloodstream!!

Ne zamandır yapmıyordum böyle şeyler, nasıl da rahatladım kafam girsin kardeşler.

çok tatlısın 

In the dark , We come out and playWe are its children, And were here to stayRunning through , Hungry for straysNo invitation, take me awayIm not cruel, But thats still what you seeClub to club, Come see this city with meHungry for life, Without your pityI dont want it, But you give it
Still cant say she wont start upStill cant say she wont start up a fightYou go cityCause in the city of life she cant she cant wait
In the darkness, A killer awaitsTo kill a life, And the lies you makeYou do another, So this death can liveJust keep on dancing, To the movie your inThe smell of your sweat, Just lures me inYour heartbeat, Does sing to meRunning feet, Beats my bloodMy ghost inside you, Soon will be
Still cant say she wont start upStill cant say she wont start up a fightYou go cityCause in the city of life she cant she cant wait
Hungry for strays, hungry for life, no invitate your pityI dont want sex but you give it
Still cant say she wont start upStill cant say she wont start up a fightYou go cityCause in the city of life she cant she cant wait 
Now its over, You’ve taken your lifeThe dark grows thin, And I’m left to hideI don’t regret it, But its sad anywayNow were both dead, And scared of the blackThis life of games, And diligent trustIts the things we do, Or the things we mustIm now tired of being cussed
So go sleep forever in dust. 


  • vay amk, demek ki böyle oluyormuş dediğim boktan bi an yaşıyorum. vay. vay vay. vay be.

bana insanlar zevk aldığı şeyleri yapmalı falan dedin ya, deli gibi bi arkadaşı arayıp ” sen harbi salaksın, daha önce fark etseydim bu kadar uğraşmazdım ” demek istiyorum şimdi. bu bana zevk verir kesin. abes romantizmi ben de tercih etmiyorum tatlım. of daraldım. su verin ablaya. KOLONYEEAĞĞ!

My milkshake brings all the boys to the yard and they’re like

“How did a milkshake manage to develop a gravitational pull that was gender specific?”

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life…You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
(Reblogged from leeroyzombi)
it happens. not mine. not mine either.

it happens. not mine. not mine either.

(Source: theehorsepussy)

(Reblogged from leeroyzombi)

illüzyonları severim.

                                        





                     


        

Trust - Crystal Castles ya da Fischerspooner gruplarından birini veya hepsini canlı olarak izlemek istiyorum.

Uyumak istiyorum.

Ya depresyona giriyim, ya da depresyondan çıkayım istiyorum.  

Arada bile değilim. 

waiting for a roar
looking at the mutating skyline
the city is my church
it wraps me in the sparkling twilight